why was i such a tard back then

I went from typing like this:
Kiku Honda is an amazing Asian person. We all love him, but he's such a woobie.

to this:
Kiku HONDA iz an amazing Azn person! We all luff him, but he iz such a woobie! DDD:

to this:
kiku honda is an amazing azn person and we all love him but hes such a woobie ;;;;;;;;

to, currently, this:
kiku honda is a fucking awesome asian dude. we all love him but he's such a woobie. ;_;

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

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<sub>art school
+ finalize 3 characters [x]
+ cancel animation classes [/] <--- not possible
+ bring old work to comic book class [x]

free time
+ plan out aph dream with the crew >; [ ]
+ convince brendan that he's actually mongolian [x]
+ contemplate my surroundings [x]
+ introduce original characters; [ ]
-finalize mongolica's design [ ]
-finalize lilienthal's design [ ]
+ finish conjoined cuba/canada ports [ ]
+ draw more porn aka try to complete some pics from my kink/fetish... list thing [ ]
+ write one fanfiction or original fiction drabble... and no, it won't be the masturbating kiku one. [ ]
+ tell rem to get on more ;_; [x]
+ finalize non-con usa/jp roleplay then put it on shorttext for the rest to view [ ]
+ finish at least one storyline in RP before summer is over [ ]
+ announce to the world that i'm in love with whipped cream [x]
+ grab a boobie [x]</sub>